Numb

The message that I left him this morning and the ensuing conversation about the message was a, for lack of a better word, bummer. He told me that we are nothing but a memory and he didn’t feel anything anymore. So, I guess it’s time to focus on myself and this other person who seems extremely interested in me. I know it’s not the right time to start something new. So, I will take things very slowly. In a way the freedom from a relationship feels good, but it’s also scary. I’ll get over it and I will move on. I know he’s right about that. I read once, though, it takes two times as long as the relationship lasted to get over it. I really hope that’s not true. What am I doing to make myself feel better? Watching Christmas movies, lol. Always my go to when I feel really down. I also have a pint of chocolate Haagen Dazs. I’ll sleep it off. Tomorrow will be stay in bed day. I’ve washed all the bed linens so it’ll be nice and comfy. Have a date Tuesday with Dalton. Wonder how that will go…He’s kind of a little over zealous. But, I guess I can deal with that, I know how it is to be alone for a long time and finally find someone you feel like you connect with. I’m so back and forth with this new thing. This new dating thing, how’s that gonna feel? It won’t feel normal for a long time. Is this the same as riding a bike? You fall off, you get right back on, right? Well, whoever is reading this will be part of the end of D and me and the beginning of Dalton and me, I suppose. Either way, you’ll be part of something! Woohoo 😀 Maybe you’ll just be the start of me living the rest of my sl alone. Won’t that be exciting! Anyway, I guess that’s all for now.

 

♥Princess♥

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